Back Against The Wall (Music & lyrics: Saarinen) I am lying awake at night in my bed thoughts in my head Thinking 'bout what is wrong, what's right and the things she said, what she meant I feel the walls closing down on me As if I'm trapped into a cage Please, I'm on my knees I have found myself with my back against the wall Can't you see, I can't be free I'm on a leash, I feel like I'm chained into a ball Without my wings I can not fly, with my wings of lead I might as well be dead Gazing out through these bars of mine Should I just forget how freedom felt? Once I was able to make my own fate but now I'm enprisoned by these chains Please, I'm on my knees I have found myself with my back against the wall Can't you see, I can't be free I'm on a leash, I feel like I'm chained into a ball Who's the master, who pulls the strings I can't tell it anymore I'm begging, please, I'm on my knees I have found myself with my back against the wall Can't you see, I can't be free I'm on a leash, I feel like I'm chained into a ball